Another week has come and gone....

Hey baby boy,
I hope you enjoyed your first day back from spring break. I called three times this weekend, but got nothing back. I also text daddy, but again, notning.

Im really hoping that shirt fit you, I'd like to send some more clothes, but I can't if I don't know if it fit.

Did you get to play with the air gliders?

I thought of you when I found them. I used to play with them all the time as a child. They were the best toy when we went camping. We would take them to the field by the pool and let them fly lol. Too scared to do them at the camp site, we would get yelled at, that they might end up in the fire lol.

I hope you liked the monster trucks too! I know they are small, but I remembered you like trucks. Do you still like them?

Did you like the glow sticks? Kat loves to crack them at night when she goes to bed :-)

I love you baby, and I miss you tons.
Hope we get to talk this weekend.
Love always,
Your one and only,
Mommy

Happy Easter Bubby

Dear Alex,
I called today, but no answer.
I hope your having an amazing Easter. I miss you more on the holidays. I'm starting to save cards for you, just like I save them for Keaton & Kendall. I hope you understand why I don't just send them in the mail.
Im truly scared you wont get the package, but I got a confirmation on it, so the post office will let me know when it gets delivered.

I hope you got lots of goodies today. And I hope you like what we sent.
I can't wait till im financially able to go for visitations. I miss you so much. I wish you could come spend the night here; we could do movies all night long with no bed time <3

I love you baby,
Always,
Your ONLY Mommmy

Dear Alex....

Dear Alex,
Im starting this blog so that I can write to you as often as possible. I've sent cards and letters, but your Dad tells me they don't get there. I'll be sending them with a certified card once I figure how to do that. I'm also going to make copies for you just in case.

I'm sorry I can't see you more often. While I have the money for gas, I just don't have anyone able to bring me down.

This easter we are having a cookie & crafts party here, and I wish you could come.

I'm sending you a "Easter Box". Andrew and I picked out some things for you that we hope you will like.

I bought you the Pretzle M&M's that you asked for, I hope you don't eat them all at once lol.

I also got you some mini monster trucks, a tiger stuffed animal, some airplanes for outside, and a few other little toys.

Please forgive me if the toys I get for you aren't quite your style, but I haven't been able to be around you while you were growing up, so im not quite sure what to get. But, when I see something and I think of you, I'll pick it up :-)

I know the stuffed animal may seem a little juvenile, but I hope when you see it you will think of me, or when you hug it you will think of my arms holding you tight.

I can't wait for you to get the box and tell me how much you love it :-)

I miss you baby,
Love, ALWAYS,
your Mommy